Word of the week - Making

This week has been about making a lot of things.

Changes: To my mind, attitude and body. All of which is reflected below.

Decisions: To let things go. I can't undo the past, I can't control or even influence how others react or respond towards me, but what I can control is how I react and respond to others. It doesn't mean I no longer hurt, but it does mean I'm no longer allowing things or people out of my control to take up so much physical and mental space in my life. I have a lot of positive things and people in my life that deserve my time, that I deserve to have in my life and from now on, they are my focus and my only only focus and I'm letting go of the negativity that drags me down, holds me back and causes me so much upset.

Things: Halloween crafts and decorations and finally getting round to making name bunting for the latest two grandchildren and bunting triangles for my great nephew and great niece who are now both 2. I made bunting for my 3 great nephews and 1 great niece when they were born

Commitments: I am now in a routine of regular exercise and on week for of couch to 5k, with other exercise on the days in-between. I have my first park run lined up for November 8th and a few other runs penciled in that I'm aiming to complete. having a deadline makes me commit.

Revisions: Do I want to return to work? I'm due to start back after the half term. I have a meeting tomorrow to look at my new timetable, new role. I've decided I'm going to be making a go of it, giving it time and a chance. I'm not a quitter. I don't walk away from things, but if it's not right for me, I'll be making more changes in the near future.