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Tuesday, 31 December 2024

2024 Week 52 - One Daily Positive, Project 365 and A Selfie a Day. Happy New Year from Las Vegas

We've had the most amazing week in Las Vegas. We booked this trip before Stephanie died and I'm glad we did or I don't think we would have done anything. It's so hard knowing we'll never see her again. Every part of our trip Stephanie was with us. We only ever took her on one family holiday, but she was always with us. An 11 hour flight was out of the question, navigating all these people just wouldn't have been good for her. Most things we did we wanted Stephanie with us, for us, but most things never benefited her and it would have been unkind to her to have taken her with us to so many places just for our benefit.

We always talk about her being with us, the 5 minutes of each place she would've enjoyed, the food, the lights, the music. Every souvenir shop I thought of her. A t-shirt I would've bought, a drinking cup unused and a pair of sock unworn, a postcard unsent. In the end I did buy and send a card to the staff. Stephanie had no concept of a postcard, she couldn't read and after she died, I discovered they'd kept every letter, every card I'd sent for 16 years. I also bought them a souvenir t towel, I did that every holiday.

358  Monday Last minute packing, as in we hadn't done any. washing machine on and hung up, bins out, cat fed and litter tray out. Friend popping round to feed cat. House locked up. Drove down to Heathrow to our hotel for the night. Car parked and just bedded down for the evening.


359  Tuesday A lazy morning with hotel breakfast. Got to Heathrow at 11am to check in and drink coffee before going airside. Flight to Vegas 4pm, but delayed by an hour. A good flight, but 11 hours, I'd forgotten how long the flight was. We managed some sleep and the food was good. Arrived at 8pm, taxi to Excalibur hotel, checked in, grabbed coffee, went for a walk and explored local area, showered and straight to bed. It was 11pm local time, but 7am UK and Christmas morning already.


360  Wednesday Merry Christmas. I was up at 5.30am local time, went for coffee as there is no tea/coffee making facilities in the room. Peter joined me an hour later and we headed off to New York New York for breakfast. Back to our hotel for a rest then headed out on the strip. We walked to Caesers Palace, watched the fountains at the Bellagio. Christmas dinner was a chicken salad in a pot on the side walk. Dinner was chips and a milkshake in the food court.


361  Thursday We booked a timeshare tour through our hotel. It was a 2 hour presentation with food and drinks. We've done these before. In exchange we received vouchers to spend on food in the MGM. We've had a free holiday in France after a presentation in the Cotswolds in 2001 and tickets to see Cher in Caesar's Palace in 2010. We went to a mall then back to our hotel to rest up for a couple of hours. Cousin and Daughter flew in to see us for a few days. They're staying in the Mandalay Bay, we met up with them for the evening. I've not seen my cousin since 2007.


362  Friday A long day. Peter and I went out for breakfast and I had my first cup of tea since we got here. There's no tea/coffee facilities in the room. We met my cousin, her daughter and friend for the day. We walked the strip to the Bellagio, stopping for lunch, watching the fountains at the Bellagio, generally just looking at whatever took our fancy and entertaining a 3 year old. We were all shattered when we got back to our hotels and collapsed on the bed and had a nap for a couple of hours. Peer and I went out for a walk and I took photos and videos of the strip at night for our grandson who was excited to see in a video call from the morning that we were staying in a castle.


363  Saturday Day spent with cousin at her hotel in the pool, it was 14c outside, but the pools were heated. We then some lunch and back to our hotel for the afternoon via Fedex to post some British goodies to my other cousin. We spent the evening at a magic show, visited the Pawn Stars shop then to Freemont Street for the light show and a taxi back.


364  Sunday Up early and off for coffee and to read my book in the casino. I brought a coffee back for Peter. We then went for breakfast in the Mandalay Hotel and waited for my cousin to wake. We said our goodbyes. It was 17 years since we last saw her, let's hope it's not another 17 years till we meet again. We then caught the bus to the outlet mall for a bit of shopping, bus back down the Strip to our hotel for a couple of hours to rest up, change and out for dinner at the MGM hotel. We popped into Miracle Mile Shops at Planet Hollywood then walked back.


365 Monday Up early and we caught the bus up to Circus Circus. We stayed there with the kids in 2007. We then walked to Denny's for breakfast and down the Strip to Harrah's stopping at different casino's before catching the Monorail to the MGM, booked a table for dinner then walked backed to our hotel for the afternoon. Out for dinner, a walk round then an early night before our flight home tomorrow.


366 Tuesday Up early, packed and out for breakfast at New York New York, checked out at 11am and off to the airport for part one of our flight home, stopping in Atlanta. No idea where or when New Year will be celebrated as we'll gain 3 hours by the time we arrive in Atlanta after a 4 hour flight. We arrive in the UK at 11.40am on New Year's Day after an 8 hour flight and a time gain of 5 hours.

Books read this week: 

Nice work if you an get it - Celia Imrie

In plain sight - Marion Todd

Words written towards book: 0

Clothes bought: Hoodie GAP $29.99 Trainers COACH $99

On the blog this week: Our family Christmas past

Things that made me happy this week:

Christmas away, revisiting Las Vegas, meeting up with family, time to relax.

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Sunday, 10 November 2024

2024 Week 45 - One Daily Positive, Project 365 and A Selfie a Day.

I've a list as long as my arm and it frightens me. Actually I have two lists, a fun one which is painting, Christmas decorations, etc, the second list is things like pension, boiler service, car windscreen repair and other stuff that has to be done. The second list frightens me. I hate doing things like this, it stresses me out.

Everything causes me stress these days, always has. I'm not good at stuff like this, just because I get these things done, doesn't mean I'm good at it. I hate having dates and times in the diary. I hate having to think about a million and one other things. I keep thinking about going back to work, then panic about being back in the last place where things were normal before Stephanie died. I hate Monday mornings, I hate going to sleep at night, waking in the morning, knowing Stephanie has died and going through all those emotions again. I start therapy on Thursday. I'm seeing the GP. In between I'm functioning.

309  Monday I spent the night on the sofa due to Bailey barking and whining. Decided it would be best for her to spend more time getting used to the crate, she's obviously missing the other dog, Molly, so while she's in the crate during the day, I'm ignoring her but sitting in the same room, leaving her alone for longer periods of time while I pop out the room to watch a bit of tv, put the kettle on etc. Peter did some ironing then we headed up the hills and into town for a coffee. Bailey is loving the all the walking. Evening spent in front of the TV and Peter packed for his trip away.


310  Tuesday Peter left at 9.15am for his train to the airport. Bailey and I walked home and I had a call with a therapist to make a plan for helping me comes to terms with Stephanie's death and process unfinished issues around my father's sudden death also back in 2017. In the afternoon I got all the Christmas decorations down so I could start to clear out the loft room and finally get rid of some of the stuff of my father's I'd been hoarding (meaning to sort and sell) I ended up putting up the Christmas trees and sorting through the decorations. Bailey and I walked to the coffee shop to meet friends.


311  Wednesday Early start and a walk. Home to finish putting up the Christmas decorations. Early evening walk to the retail park to meet a friend after work, tea, TV. I tided up the lounge and put the boxes away, another dog walk, bath and bed.


312  Thursday A Dog walk, then some tidying up of the house, dog bed washing, tidied up the crate, decorated the dining room table, fiddled around with broken fairy lights, sorted through paperwork, then into Ledbury for coffee and to my first appointment for therapy to untangle an awful lot of trauma, stress and anxiety that has been overloading me for many years. It's going to be a long journey, but already I know I should've done this a long time ago. Home, tea, dog walk, bath, TV and bed.


313  Friday Quick dog walk, off to Newent garden centre to meet my friend with Bailey. Afternoon spent pottering around tidying things up. I took Bailey out for a longer walk early evening, tea, bath and before bed Bailey and I went for a shorter walk around the block in an effort to see if we can stop the night time pooping.

Peter promised me after Stephanie died he'd be more patient with me with photos.


314  Saturday Started the day with a coffee and breakfast at home, just chilling out. I sorted through some birthday cards and Christmas gifts and put a summer plant in the shed along with the sun umbrella and popped to Morrisons to do a food shop. Bailey and I walked to the retail park to meet my friend, Mel for coffee. Two other friends happened to be there with their families so we all joined up and spent almost 2 hours together, it was lovely just to chat about other things. Walked home, had an early dinner, watched TV, paid two more of Stephanie's bills from her estate. Had a bath, walked Bailey and in bed by 10pm.


315  Sunday I got the dolls house out the attic and sort out the paint I needed. Had a call with my friends in Germany, then caught the train into Worcester with Bailey for Remembrance Sunday and then met up with my friend for a coffee. We bumped into another friend. Home to drop off Bailey then into town to pick up a bit of shopping. I managed two layers of paint on the dolls house, wrapped up a couple of Christmas gifts, watched Nanny McPhee 2, had a bath, watched more TV, walked Bailey and bed.


Books read this week: 0

Words written towards book: 0

Clothes bought: 0

On the blog this week: Days out in the camper van

Things that made me happy this week:

Bailey, friends, putting the Christmas decorations up, finding old photos of Stephanie online.


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