Wednesday 25 January 2012

Missing my freedom of speech

Mother in Law has left the building. Prior to that was Christmas. Prior to that I was in the UK. Prior to that Hubbies Big Boss was here. Prior to that step son was visiting.

Well that covers November till today.

I've been busy, busy, busy.

But prior to that September and October I was on my own.

Yes I have 2 kids to wash, iron, cook and clean for, collect from school and a hubby, but between the hours of 7am and 4pm most days I'm on my own.

I hate being on my own, I'm a very social and talkative person, I thrive being around people.

So all these visitors, all these things I've been doing the past 2 months. I've had a great time, but I've craved some 'me' time, time alone, yet dreading the minute I'm on my own, months ahead without any plans, visitors, work, study...all the things that make me, me.

I'd love to have back to back visitors, company, friendship. On our way home from the airport dropping MIL off, I was sad, sad to see her go, sad to be on my own, sad to think about the months ahead with no company, until I realised, this is the first time in months that I've been able to speak to hubby without waiting till we were on our own, without interuption, without speaking in code and without worrying about the content.

I've also spent my evening blogging, tweeting and catching up with facebook, again without interuption...hubby has fallen asleep on the sofa, and I'm not having to entertain.

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